The End of the World

For the last few weeks, I am void of thoughts worthy of blogging or even live conversation.  Alas, my friend Gabi is managing the backlash of a nasty breakup (offering me at least some topic of conversation and new thoughts). While humiliation and distress prevent her from detailing the gore to friends,  she would like for them to know what has happened.

As witness to the events, I haven been given the honor of writing an obituary for the death of this relationship.  I found this image of a tombstone marking the End of the World.  A perfect representation of how we are impacted by the betrayal by someone we love and trust.

I am so sorry for you Gabi.  I hope to give humor, compassion, and respect to an obit worthy of sharing with your peeps. Tomorrow.  With the condition that, tonight, I will be allowed to sleep past 3 am.
Still too tired. xoxox

Always and Forever

Regarding Andy's 3 day campaign for hotness: If only I would just enjoy it for what it is. Unfortunately, I limit myself by seeing the world mostly in terms of black, white, and forever. Even my awareness of this will not spare me feelings of bewilderment and betrayal when things return to normal.

When life feels calm,rewarding, or safe, I attribute it to finally having been saved. When things are unpleasant, I credit it to the world being restored to order where I am to resume my more fitting and uncomfortable existence.