Always and Forever

Regarding Andy's 3 day campaign for hotness: If only I would just enjoy it for what it is. Unfortunately, I limit myself by seeing the world mostly in terms of black, white, and forever. Even my awareness of this will not spare me feelings of bewilderment and betrayal when things return to normal.

When life feels calm,rewarding, or safe, I attribute it to finally having been saved. When things are unpleasant, I credit it to the world being restored to order where I am to resume my more fitting and uncomfortable existence.