cycle of drama

Its no revelation that I am uptight and that my response to uncertainty is a highly observable tension. I am regularly perceived as angry when actually I am losing my battle with anxiety. So, when I most need comfort and calming, I might stumble on a cold shoulder from someone who understandably feels compelled to protect himself. My response to the coldness is generally unproductive and lends itself to an ugly but familiar cycle of drama.

Goal: My next post will be less dark